yay!

i just started law school and i have never been happier. i would sleep with my criminal law professor if i had half a chance. BUT--i would only do it if mike dumped me.

i had a wonderful conversation with my best friend earlier. see, she wants to go to law school but applied instead to a few masters programs and didn't get in. she's understandably bummed out. i've been worried about talking to her about school because i don't want her to think i'm rubbing it in her face or anything like that. i also dont' want her to get more down thinking about how she isn't in school. the matter was clarified ---i told her that i need to be able to pick her brain and i need her to be there for me. she understands and said that talking to me about it gets her excited and more determined to get into school for next year.

so yeah---everything is really really awesome right now.

for now

for now


so today i took a wonderful nap.

i have a new job at another restaurant--this one with a mexican/cajun theme. foods good. training is retartded--they're catering to people who have never waited tables before--pretty tedious.

i'm leaving in about a month--loan shit taken care of, found a place....scared and excited

the maelstrom of feces

i guess maybe i'm being a little melodramatic when i say my life sucks, but for right now, it does.
granted, i am in posession of all of my limbs. still---here's what's happened:

*no one will give me a loan for school (even with a cosigner)
*my car needs $500 worth of exhaust work
*i got fired today
*i want to dig out my uterus


so yeah, fuck me.

me

hi

so i have this blog---i still haven't figured out what blog means. i just spilled cinnamon toast crunch milk into my keyboard. wonderful.

i have a fabulous job as a waitress at a major tourist trap in boston. it never ceases to amaze me that people still care about a tv show that has been off the air for 11 years. i'm thinking more and more lately about looking for a new job. i'm so tired of the people i work with. thet only ones i really like are 19 or 20. figures. what does that say about me? clearly i'm immature.

i'm sure i could make more money elsewhere and not dread going in the majority of the time.

this is what the nerds felt like in school. karma sucks.