for now

for now


so today i took a wonderful nap.

i have a new job at another restaurant--this one with a mexican/cajun theme. foods good. training is retartded--they're catering to people who have never waited tables before--pretty tedious.

i'm leaving in about a month--loan shit taken care of, found a place....scared and excited

the maelstrom of feces

i guess maybe i'm being a little melodramatic when i say my life sucks, but for right now, it does.
granted, i am in posession of all of my limbs. still---here's what's happened:

*no one will give me a loan for school (even with a cosigner)
*my car needs $500 worth of exhaust work
*i got fired today
*i want to dig out my uterus


so yeah, fuck me.